memories

I sat on the couch watching the magic roundabout. My sister sat on his knee watching. I watched as he patted her knee and ran his large rough hand down her tiny body. He hovered over her chest fondling her small puffy nipples. I knew then what was in store for her. This was my fault - it was because i pushed him away last night. I felt angry... and jealous. I wouldnt be his "special girl" any more. I ran to my room and cried tears of shame and anger.